I found something heartfelt and awe inspiring:
"Freedom. What does it mean? Do we feel free in our homes? Do we feel free when we are in nature? Do we feel free when walking down the street to school, to the dog park, to the grocery store? Do we know we don’t have freedom? I have lost my freedom to say, act, and believe. I have lost the freedom to be myself, because my words are not proper. They “offend” others. But what if those others’ words and even actions!! offend me and my life? What then? Do I sit back and let all this happen? Do I even have the freedom to think? My freedom of dreams is crushed, for all I dream about now is my loss of speech. The Freedom of SPEECH! Our first fucking amendment! And I can’t even have that. What a great country we live in, it is just too bad the people in it are pretentious pricks that feel like they can bully a few individuals around, because they have numbers. Well I have something to say to those numbers! And that’s FUCK OFF, you can’t silence me forever, and I will take it to the point where my life can be taken, but my voice will live on. I have and will never stop my thoughts, and if the day comes when you can read them, well so help YOU god, that when you find out what I am actually thinking doesn’t actually happen. I don’t wish death upon thee, I do not wish suffering in any physical way. I wish you the most powerful pain there is, and that is your conscious. YOUR god damn wretched self. Your thoughts that eat the very soul you have, the thoughts that consume your every moment of this pitiful life you live. A life of the bully is one waisted on pretenses trying to fuel your ego, so that you cannot see yourself for who you really are. Arrogance will be the fall of all killers of freedom. For we live in a time that no one can live the lives they desire, unless you are the bully, and even then you are not free from your mind! At least the rest of us have our freedom in our thoughts inside ourselves, inside our word that you cannot posses because of your ego getting in the way and beliving everything ANYONE says is about your pathetic life. You are not worth the breath I am exhaling right now, and yet I keep typing, because I must and will bring to the forefront of my mind and out my angered fingertips the passion I have for the demise of your freedom and your bullying ways. You the bullies of the world, are the prisoners in this life, not the ones you push around. You are the ones that have to sleep, eat, shit, walk, drive, educate, and live with yourself. I have the knowledge inside to keep me going and keep my chin that much higher than yours. I will be silent, but my silence will be the loudest voice you have ever heard."
My heart goes out to those silenced by the bullies of this world.
~L
